Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Well, this is my first post on Blogger. I've really been letting myself get stressed out over girls lately. Actually, since I moved out to Vegas period. I noticed a while back that I was pretty good at modeling and texturing, not the best, but certainly better than I thought I would be. The problem however, is that I haven't really been going anywhere with it. Now I find myself about 5 quarters left at The Art Institute, and I have been really slacking and don't have much work to show for how long I have been here. Graduation will be here before I know it so I have to decide what is more important; Stressing myself out trying to find a girlfriend, or put a much heavier and intense focus on my schoolwork and my modeling skills. Well, I actually already have made the choice a couple of days ago. Despite being extremely upset and jealous about not having a girlfriend, I have to be smart about this situation, and work towards what is more important at the moment, which is to work much harder at school, so I can hopefully have a career in this industry when I am done here. The burden of not having a girlfriend, I know will still haunt me until I have one, but I am ready to carry that burden until I have completed school and got myself a job. Finally making my blogger and uploading some of my previous work is a step in the right direction. I'm glad I have finally opened my eyes, and realized what is most important..and I look forward to some very good work coming from myself from now on.

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